i fail at keeping my shoe in one piece

yea,i do.i bought my shoe like 3-4 months ago and now it's ALMOST,well not that exaggerated bah...falling apart.most people usually say that it's normal,but i feel sad.plus my dad's complaining that i shouldn't wear that for soccer.i should use something like what junwei wears.

speaking of junwei,i'm probably gonna join soccer as a 2nd cca next yr.i'll drag zheyuan along with me.he's unbelievably good.but there's slim chances of getting into the first team.i'm not good at attacking,decently good at defending and hopeless at goalkeeping.

yea.so my dad's probably gonna bring me futsal shoes shopping tmr,which makes me feel guilty for spending/sapping his money everytime,and that's abd coz we're not exactly rich and also because i'm probably not going to be able to do any work.

i'm also on a 4 weeks leave from sunday soccer,2 weeks left.scary.2 weeks left to study for exams.seriously.2 weeks left to study chem,bio,physics and math.i'm gonna crash and burn probably.

sad sia.i'm under alot of pressure because of exams.seriously,not joking here.it's like there's something crushing me,like heavier than a elephant or a plane.not a blue whale,cause that's probably what i'll feel like when next next next time my future wife's in the delivery room.i'll probably need to be in the room with her too.ok,that was random.

the future seems bleak now.

this is a sad post,i realise.hopefully i don't demoralise whoever's reading my blog.

bored and waiting.

i scored yesterday:D.first ever.great assist from pin.ball went straight for me.i was standing beside the pole,a and just slammed the ball with the inside of my foot into the net.it's actually sastifying.somemore i said eariler ytd that i'd score, adn indeed i did!epic much.i didn't do any epic celebrations,it was too dark.

we lost still.score sheet:pin og,fiona,daryl hattrick.crazy man,that guy.i think junwei scored once or twice.so final score abt 5-3 i think.still,it was a great game.

2 of daryl's goals was due to improper defending from me.one,i could have intercepted his header,two,i was slacking.that's not a good feeling.

right.so nothing to do now.pin wants me to watch doctor who,but i'm better off mugging for next week's geog test.and waiting for the games to start.

see ya.

Time.

after countless requests from pin,i've decided to blog.not like i'm free now,but still anything's better than hw.well,maybe not true for certain chem ws(plural).

just went running just now,jog for 3.4km straight.i could have ran more,but i had this stitch at around 1.4 km.yes,i ran with a stitch for 2km.skill.(ego>.<).then, i walked back.yes,walked.3+km.i walked.i tried to run at some point,but my legs feel like they've been loaded with lead.annoying.all this took 1.5hrs.well,i think.i think i took 20 to 30 mins to run that 3.4km.then took probably 45-55 mins to walk back.yes,i walked so slowly...so in the end,i reached home at 7.

enough of running.today's weather spoiled my plans.me and dion originally wanted to go train shooting(actually dion wanted to work on his bicycle kick.)but,it had to rain.-.-.after that,math for 1 hr.not bad bah,differentiation.i shut down during the last 10 mins of the lesson.than, went to do geog.i crapped lah ok.used a totally informal tone while writing to the 'government'.

haiz.the morning was spoiled by my atrocious physics results.so i was in particularly a foul mood for the first hour of physics.then,second hour proper lesson.we were learning about fluids.but i didn really listened for the first 10 mins,coz i was doing something secretive under the table.(oops).

tmr got ting xie.die.this lesson very hard somemore.and i'm express chinese.yes,my chinese is apple.

junwei is totally imba.he can juggle 17 times.me?0.but my dribbling is starting to improve.:).i usually don't dribble during matches coz well,to put it frankly,people don't trust me to that level to keep the ball with me.

hopefully i can score tmr during post-cca soccer.

i can't shoot,i can't juggle,i can't cross.i'm bad.don't complain,pin.you can cross and shoot.

hopefully i can get good enough to enter the singapore squad next time.and hopefully help s'pore win the world cup.then chelsea buy me,because of the impressive performance i put up at the world cup.heehee.then start earning big bucks.Yay.

well,gtg.learn my ting xie,and hopefully do one more qns of chem ws.cya,guys.

considerably bad day

today was a considerably bad day.i found out that i was below average for chem ws 4...which is seriously fail.seriously.below average is like the worst thing ever...=.=

im gonna fail everything and get kicked out of this school,probably.and no one will probably care.i'm expendable.not important.yea, i'm feeling emo-ish.

i think i pulled my something near my ankle.must be a muscle/ligament.this sucks.i cant go running coz of that.and i cant lose weight D:.i did 50 pushups,40 situps and 10 sets of 2 sidehops along the length of my room.i sweated it out.:D.i'm fat.pin hates me when i say that.but it's true,i'm fat.

tmr's math test.i dun really know what to study.well,just mug bah.

and i realised i hvn posted in days.

EPiC

Epic.Pin's 'girlfriend'.Diana Krall.I hear she's so obsessed about him,she tattoed "I LOVE PIN" and D + P(inside a giant heart) on her arm.epic.i shall post her pic.(i nearly forgot how to spell shall.fail.)

if Pin's mum or dad sees this,i think they'll flip out.

school was epic today.i ate the same thing today.Soba + chawanmushi.it's delicious,ppl!

and i put on a kg after eating dinner.D:all i ate was two bowls of BROWN rice and tofu,vege,mushrooms and meat...sad la.it's easy to gain weight but it's hard to lose weight .GRR

and after cca,i played some futsal.defending wise,i think i did ok.but attacking,didn have a chance.maybe i'm born to be a defender after all.or defending midfield.

i hate being a keeper.

boring.

shall upload the pic later.for now,i'll mindlessly surf the web.

my xi zi epic.got A- and A+ for first and second chapt.and zuoye.i got 23/25.epic.

my chinese sucks anyway.and my mum recently complained i'm doing too much chinese.=.=.

tata.for now,at least.

Sashimi is awesome

Sashimi is awesome.so awesome that i feel the need to do another post on it.that's how awesome it is.

Sashimi is not fattening.furthermore,it is rich in HEALTHY fish fats,omega 3 fatty oil,which is GOOD for your brain.ppl who want to get into nush shd eat more sashimi.

Sakura has free flow of that stuff.Even though it's not exactly the BEST quality,it's still AWESOMELY nice.HAHAHA.

Sashimi ftw.

Sakura ftw.

i want to go to sakura for my bdae this yr.and if there's sunday soccer this yr on my bdae(my bdae falls on a sun this yr.)I want to try and score the winning goal for my team+frens.

HOOTS.way to celebrate my bdae with SASHIMI and SOCCER,two of my FAVOURITE things.

Caps galore.hahaha.

self-improvement

the part where i need to improve on is my physical aspect.who agrees that im fat.

today english presentation,epic.after seeing other grp's presentation,i feel inferior.the only part where we did good was on humor.from flooded orchard to epic desert.go ask pin.he'll know.

and maths is epic;i found out that mr.chia is married...according to shi ni.but i cant see the ring on his hand/finger.but then there i was,thinking aloud how mini chias would look like.the three ppl closest to me started laughing.

and today,pes-ing was epic.i cont'd with the uefa champion's league,and pwned several teams,agg score all above 5.that's coz it's on easy.i used van der saar as a striker.epic.but he isnt that bad.quite good,in fact.he scored about 5 goals in the finals.and none in the semi-finals.but berbatov sucked as a keeper.he conceded two easy goals.fail.and giggs is awesome too.he was one of my starting XI in the finals.

is giggs the capt?

that reminds me.i've gotta squeeze in giggs into my ff team somehow..

dang it.not enough funds=.=

i feel guilty for eating that loackers biscuit that mr.ho gave me.alot of cream.fattening.-.-.