i fail at keeping my shoe in one piece

yea,i do.i bought my shoe like 3-4 months ago and now it's ALMOST,well not that exaggerated bah...falling apart.most people usually say that it's normal,but i feel sad.plus my dad's complaining that i shouldn't wear that for soccer.i should use something like what junwei wears.

speaking of junwei,i'm probably gonna join soccer as a 2nd cca next yr.i'll drag zheyuan along with me.he's unbelievably good.but there's slim chances of getting into the first team.i'm not good at attacking,decently good at defending and hopeless at goalkeeping.

yea.so my dad's probably gonna bring me futsal shoes shopping tmr,which makes me feel guilty for spending/sapping his money everytime,and that's abd coz we're not exactly rich and also because i'm probably not going to be able to do any work.

i'm also on a 4 weeks leave from sunday soccer,2 weeks left.scary.2 weeks left to study for exams.seriously.2 weeks left to study chem,bio,physics and math.i'm gonna crash and burn probably.

sad sia.i'm under alot of pressure because of exams.seriously,not joking here.it's like there's something crushing me,like heavier than a elephant or a plane.not a blue whale,cause that's probably what i'll feel like when next next next time my future wife's in the delivery room.i'll probably need to be in the room with her too.ok,that was random.

the future seems bleak now.

this is a sad post,i realise.hopefully i don't demoralise whoever's reading my blog.

bored and waiting.

i scored yesterday:D.first ever.great assist from pin.ball went straight for me.i was standing beside the pole,a and just slammed the ball with the inside of my foot into the net.it's actually sastifying.somemore i said eariler ytd that i'd score, adn indeed i did!epic much.i didn't do any epic celebrations,it was too dark.

we lost still.score sheet:pin og,fiona,daryl hattrick.crazy man,that guy.i think junwei scored once or twice.so final score abt 5-3 i think.still,it was a great game.

2 of daryl's goals was due to improper defending from me.one,i could have intercepted his header,two,i was slacking.that's not a good feeling.

right.so nothing to do now.pin wants me to watch doctor who,but i'm better off mugging for next week's geog test.and waiting for the games to start.

see ya.

Time.

after countless requests from pin,i've decided to blog.not like i'm free now,but still anything's better than hw.well,maybe not true for certain chem ws(plural).

just went running just now,jog for 3.4km straight.i could have ran more,but i had this stitch at around 1.4 km.yes,i ran with a stitch for 2km.skill.(ego>.<).then, i walked back.yes,walked.3+km.i walked.i tried to run at some point,but my legs feel like they've been loaded with lead.annoying.all this took 1.5hrs.well,i think.i think i took 20 to 30 mins to run that 3.4km.then took probably 45-55 mins to walk back.yes,i walked so slowly...so in the end,i reached home at 7.

enough of running.today's weather spoiled my plans.me and dion originally wanted to go train shooting(actually dion wanted to work on his bicycle kick.)but,it had to rain.-.-.after that,math for 1 hr.not bad bah,differentiation.i shut down during the last 10 mins of the lesson.than, went to do geog.i crapped lah ok.used a totally informal tone while writing to the 'government'.

haiz.the morning was spoiled by my atrocious physics results.so i was in particularly a foul mood for the first hour of physics.then,second hour proper lesson.we were learning about fluids.but i didn really listened for the first 10 mins,coz i was doing something secretive under the table.(oops).

tmr got ting xie.die.this lesson very hard somemore.and i'm express chinese.yes,my chinese is apple.

junwei is totally imba.he can juggle 17 times.me?0.but my dribbling is starting to improve.:).i usually don't dribble during matches coz well,to put it frankly,people don't trust me to that level to keep the ball with me.

hopefully i can score tmr during post-cca soccer.

i can't shoot,i can't juggle,i can't cross.i'm bad.don't complain,pin.you can cross and shoot.

hopefully i can get good enough to enter the singapore squad next time.and hopefully help s'pore win the world cup.then chelsea buy me,because of the impressive performance i put up at the world cup.heehee.then start earning big bucks.Yay.

well,gtg.learn my ting xie,and hopefully do one more qns of chem ws.cya,guys.

considerably bad day

today was a considerably bad day.i found out that i was below average for chem ws 4...which is seriously fail.seriously.below average is like the worst thing ever...=.=

im gonna fail everything and get kicked out of this school,probably.and no one will probably care.i'm expendable.not important.yea, i'm feeling emo-ish.

i think i pulled my something near my ankle.must be a muscle/ligament.this sucks.i cant go running coz of that.and i cant lose weight D:.i did 50 pushups,40 situps and 10 sets of 2 sidehops along the length of my room.i sweated it out.:D.i'm fat.pin hates me when i say that.but it's true,i'm fat.

tmr's math test.i dun really know what to study.well,just mug bah.

and i realised i hvn posted in days.

EPiC

Epic.Pin's 'girlfriend'.Diana Krall.I hear she's so obsessed about him,she tattoed "I LOVE PIN" and D + P(inside a giant heart) on her arm.epic.i shall post her pic.(i nearly forgot how to spell shall.fail.)

if Pin's mum or dad sees this,i think they'll flip out.

school was epic today.i ate the same thing today.Soba + chawanmushi.it's delicious,ppl!

and i put on a kg after eating dinner.D:all i ate was two bowls of BROWN rice and tofu,vege,mushrooms and meat...sad la.it's easy to gain weight but it's hard to lose weight .GRR

and after cca,i played some futsal.defending wise,i think i did ok.but attacking,didn have a chance.maybe i'm born to be a defender after all.or defending midfield.

i hate being a keeper.

boring.

shall upload the pic later.for now,i'll mindlessly surf the web.

my xi zi epic.got A- and A+ for first and second chapt.and zuoye.i got 23/25.epic.

my chinese sucks anyway.and my mum recently complained i'm doing too much chinese.=.=.

tata.for now,at least.

Sashimi is awesome

Sashimi is awesome.so awesome that i feel the need to do another post on it.that's how awesome it is.

Sashimi is not fattening.furthermore,it is rich in HEALTHY fish fats,omega 3 fatty oil,which is GOOD for your brain.ppl who want to get into nush shd eat more sashimi.

Sakura has free flow of that stuff.Even though it's not exactly the BEST quality,it's still AWESOMELY nice.HAHAHA.

Sashimi ftw.

Sakura ftw.

i want to go to sakura for my bdae this yr.and if there's sunday soccer this yr on my bdae(my bdae falls on a sun this yr.)I want to try and score the winning goal for my team+frens.

HOOTS.way to celebrate my bdae with SASHIMI and SOCCER,two of my FAVOURITE things.

Caps galore.hahaha.

self-improvement

the part where i need to improve on is my physical aspect.who agrees that im fat.

today english presentation,epic.after seeing other grp's presentation,i feel inferior.the only part where we did good was on humor.from flooded orchard to epic desert.go ask pin.he'll know.

and maths is epic;i found out that mr.chia is married...according to shi ni.but i cant see the ring on his hand/finger.but then there i was,thinking aloud how mini chias would look like.the three ppl closest to me started laughing.

and today,pes-ing was epic.i cont'd with the uefa champion's league,and pwned several teams,agg score all above 5.that's coz it's on easy.i used van der saar as a striker.epic.but he isnt that bad.quite good,in fact.he scored about 5 goals in the finals.and none in the semi-finals.but berbatov sucked as a keeper.he conceded two easy goals.fail.and giggs is awesome too.he was one of my starting XI in the finals.

is giggs the capt?

that reminds me.i've gotta squeeze in giggs into my ff team somehow..

dang it.not enough funds=.=

i feel guilty for eating that loackers biscuit that mr.ho gave me.alot of cream.fattening.-.-.

my chem sucks.

my chem sucks.i only got 12 for quiz three.which is like,fail.epic fail.

and i wish everything can just go explode.life's just to hard.

and my physics sucks big time.EPIC FAIL.i will not do any job related to physics next time.thermodynamics is giving me a headache.

i'm stuck at qns 4 of thermodynamics practice qns.I KNOW MY PHYSICS IS PHAIL.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.my physics fails.big time.

i'll become a forensic investigator next time...like those in CSI Miami.that show rocks ok.BIG TIME.i love that show as much as i love playing football.

still stuck at qns 4.i feel inferior for not being able to do it.

physics can just go explode.i mean it.i hate physics.chem rocks more.

zzz...still STUCK.

bored.life is monotonous,even at nus high,with all these epic ppl.

epic as in imba.

feel like playing fifa online 2,so i'm gonna go do it.my life basically just revolves about soccer now.i dont really know whether this is bad or good.pass me the ball,i want to try shooting.

i'm officially not overweight anymore...although the bulk of the food i consume is at home-.-.there's alot of food at home.and they force me to eat finish.but,if the food's really nice,i wont mind.i lost 10 kg,in like 7 months.epic.but i won't reveal my weight.it's confidential.

and thanks,peng seng.you just helped me finish qns 1 of physics assignment.now i'm at qns 3b.epic.i suck big time in physics.i'm not gonna major in physics.we need to use calculus somemore.=.=.i'll rather die than major in physics.

btw,who's going for the christmas island thingy?

and i'm going running tonight.to lose weight,of course.and to make sure i dont epic fail at napfa next year.

byes.time to fifa online

Lampard + Rooney would be a killer combo

i'm still pissed off about that darn referee for disallowing frank lampard's AMAZING goal.douche bag.it obviously crossed the goal line.im an england fan.but i also support other teams.

and england probably lost due to beckham's injury.or else he would have pwned every one with his epic shooting skills.epicly good shooting skills.but still,beckham was an assistant coach for england:D.you can see him in that rather good looking clothes in these photos.and rooney's abit fat.

anyways,went to play badminton at cck stadium last night.EPIC.i epic failed a few times,like when the ball just nice clear the net.mind you,i'm weak at my forehand techniques.ok,well,or maybe just decent.and i still cant smash properly.i can hit it hard,but it goes horizontal instead of diagonal.i shd ask kh on tips for smashing.hopefully he's back in s'pore.

i was thinking last night,should i take some pics?coz it'll look damn cool.haha,you must think that i cant play badminton right.but i can!ok.that was purely random.but still,i'm not up to kh's or leon's level.though i would like to play against either of them 1-1 or 2-2 sometime in the future.

and i miss sunday soccer.no,i dont miss being a goalie.i miss defending.haha.though i said midfielding is my dream,i'll stick to what i'm good at.being a defender means i can run about.running=lose weight.being goalie=epic fail and not lose weight.yea,i'm fat.actually i'm half fat half thin.like err fat thin.i'm fat and thin!ok,not so much of thin.but many ppl says i've lost weight.what do you think?

and i would really like to try long range shooting in sunday shooting.heehee.playing with them is so much fun.there's the seriousness and the funness.

and i really hate physics.i cant do assignment 7 at all.i get some weird unrealistic values.douche la.

sign...gtg.do something mindless.maybe fifa online.

Post no.1

i'm probably wondering why i even bother to start this blog.see,i'm a lazy person.i doubt i can even maintain this blog.

anyways,just did chem ws 4 halfway.my chem is failing...getting an A seems so far away.but still,must persevere.that ws is like so horrible...oh and i got merit for sjcho...hahahahahas...i thought i'll get some stupid cert of participation...let me tell u guys something...i think they give out cops to suan ppl.why bother giving those?it's only demoralizing...and somemore i could have gotten into 2nd round.nikhil got through second round,yet he got the same cert as me.fail.GAH.

and i want to start on physics assignment.but something's holding me back.gah.and bio prac ws.i dont even know how to scatter plot.zzz...i'll rather use excel and print a graph for that woman.gosh,i'm sounding like pin.this is all your fault,pin.and i really have to start on my journal 3.i'm gonna do one on sharks and shark fin soup.

random right?i'm going insane.INSANE,I TELL YOU!oh,and i hate you megavideo.i cant even watch csi miami w/o you failing.luckily got a nice friend to help me dl:D.

tmr my geog grp's going to city hall for some geog project.but,i got too much to do.and city hall's so far away.i'm a lazy person.yea.i know i said that alr,but i just feel like saying it over and over again.

oh, and this is the result of that personality quiz that i snagged from pin and fiona:

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Frank Lampard FTW!!!

oh and i started playing some game called fantasy football.choosing players really is hard.especially with lampard being so ex.but,i cant bear to let him go.he's such a valuable asset to my team,chelcee.you may notice that it rhymes with lychee.but there aren't any relations with lychees...i'm being random again.and you may notice that chelcee is my url.chelsea is just THAT awesome.

Chelsea lost 3-1 to Man U last night.I don't really feel anything...i'm supporting chelsea just for the fact that terry and lampard is there.if they transfer to man u,i'll support man u.and fandi ahmad's son is going for chelsea trials.AWESOME.he may get to meet lampard and terry!awesome.i think i'm gonna play for s-league next time.and maybe get chosen for national team.my dream position's a midfielder.they get to score and defend.that's awesome.

I can shoot,but i cant dribble.so dont expect me to dribble and shoot.my ball controlling skills are decent.decently bad.

bye for now...gotta go work out the other blog stuff.